Getting nervous

It is becoming more and more real that in a couple short weeks ( maybe less) I will have a baby girl that will need all of my attention. I  am definitely over being pregnant and ready to feel like me again but am starting to get nervous about the fact that life is about to change forever! Of course I am super excited about being a mommy but hoping it doesn't change who I am too much. We are so used to it just being the two of us and doing whatever we want when we want to do it. Since we got married we have lived away from family and friends and so we have spent most of time hanging out together and now we are adding a new member to our little family and that is exciting and scary at the same time! I'm sure these are all normal thoughts of a 38 1/2 week prego lady but it's consuming my mind!

To pass the time and in an attempt to keep my mind occupied during the day while I'm home alone I am doing crafts! I have been making some headband bows and flowers for Bailey and I'm doing a couple little Easter projects too :) My feet are swollen and sore so I'm trying to keep them up but I really want to be cleaning and baking! I want some brownies! The house isn't dirty just cluttered and I want to re-organize the guest bedroom but I just need to wait! My Mom will be here next week and she will be able to help me do a few of these things I HAVE to do before Bailey gets here and the rest will have to wait until after she is born. I know I going to want to spend all of my time snuggling with her but I am also really looking forward to the family being here to hold her some so I can have a little ME time even if it's just to take a shower and shave my legs with ease haha! I have plenty of ME time now but can't do anything comfortably so that is the part I'm looking forward to! I am also super excited to sleep on my belly!!! Since my Mom will be staying with us for a couple weeks and Patrick will be off for 10 days I am planning to take advantage of them being here to get some sleep!

Time for lunch!