Sunday, November 21, 2010

Feeling a little lost....

Every time we move I go through a little lost feeling for a few days or weeks and it hit me hard last night as I was sitting watching TV I just started crying and couldn't stop. I ended up calling my Mom to chat and eventually felt better. Even though all of my things are here and we have unpacked most things and have gotten the house put together for the most part, it just doesn't feel like "home" yet so I have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to go home but this is my home now. This feeling will go away soon I'm sure but I absolutely hate it right now.

Today was a good day, we slept in which was nice since I haven't done that in a couple weeks! We got the rest of the boxes that were sitting around in the living room put away and watched football! Patrick decided to grill out this evening which was nice so I didn't have to cook. We had burgers, yum! I made brownies today also which I have been craving so I was a pretty happy camper! Now that the day is over and I am just sitting on the couch the lost feeling is coming over me again and I'm trying to think of ways to avoid it. There are a lot of things I could start doing but being pregnant I tend to lose my energy around this time of day and my body just wants to do nothing.

I spent some time earlier on the computer looking at crib bedding and I think we have decided on a set! I had a few I liked but Patrick really likes this one so I think this is the one! Here is a picture! It's fun looking!



I can't decide from looking at the picture what color to paint the walls? I love the little wall appliques so I am thinking of painting just the bottom of the walls but I don't want to do the green so maybe I will try to match the lightest pink. The walls need some color so the little animals don't look like they're just floating! We will see!

I think I will wash dishes now and maybe bake some pumpkin bread if I have everything I need, that should be fun!



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